Monday, 7 May 2012

chapter-50

50


Removal of Ignorance


I bow down to Sree Ganesh
I bow down to Sree Saraswati
I bow down to the Guru
I bow down to the Family Deity
I bow down to Sree Sita-Ramachandra
I bow down to Sree Sadguru Sainath.

1.
There is no limit to my obligation to my parents, who gave
me birth as a human being and that I was not born as a worm.
2.
I was not a torment to my mother in the womb. I was not born
blind, lame, squint-eyed, stuttering, nor deaf and dumb. I
was born hale and hearty, completely well-formed.
3.
I was descended, with God’s grace, in a high Brahmin caste
family, whom even the gods respect, and was very fortunate.
4.
As we are born millions of times, there is a mother and
father for each birth. But there is a great rarity of such
parentage which helps me in avoiding the cycle of birth and
death.
5.
The one who gives life is really the father; the other
performs the thread ceremony; the third one is he who
nurtures and fosters; the fourth one is he who protects from
fear, troubles and tribulations.
6.
In this world, they are all on an equal level. But there is
no true father other than the merciful Sadguru. Listen to
him in wonder for real achievement.
7.
The one who impregnates the womb of the mother, by whom one
is born, is the giver of life. He is the father in the
popular sense of the term. But the Sadguru is the remarkable
father.
8.
He does not spend his seed and yet gives birth to his son,
without the use of any bodily organs. He fully grants his
grace.
9.
I bow to him who frees one from the cycle of birth and
death, the cloud of mercy, the light of knowledge, who gives
the deep and the true knowledge of the Vedas, the best of
all Gurus who pervades all.
10.
I bow to the sun who is the remover of darkness of this
world, one who has the knowledge of the Self and who is the

most distinguished amongst the Saints, who is the moon foSaints, who is the moon for
the minds of the devotees, who are like ‘Chakors’, like the
wish-fulfilling tree, the best of all Gurus.


11.
Unfathomable is the greatness of the Gururaya! Describing
which words are inadequate and speech fails. It would be
better to remain silent and keep one’s head bowed at the
Guru’s feet.
12.
Unless one has practised great austerities throughout the
earlier lives, one does not have the ‘darshan’ of a Saint,
to remove the three-fold calamities.
13.
One who desires to have spiritual gains, liberation and his
own welfare, should surrender to a Saint. Then he will lack
nothing.
14.
Twice blessed is the company of the virtuous! How can its
greatness be described! The virtuous devotees attain
discrimination, detachment and supreme bliss near them.
15.
Sai is Supreme Consciousness only. From the formless state,
he took form. Who can definitely describe his desireless
state!
16.
He lovingly tells his own interesting story for the devoted
and loving devotees, who are the listeners, being
compassionate towards them. The stories are his temple.
17.
The sense of ego is crushed by the touch of his hand on
one’s head, and gives way to the reverberations of the
feeling of ‘I am That’, inundating the entire world with
joy.
18.
What power could an insignificant one like me have to
describe his fame? He, himself, has brought to light this
book, born out of the love of his devotees, by his grace.
19.
I roll in the dust at Sai’s feet, greet the assembly of
listeners, bow to the sadhus, saints and virtuous people and
lovingly embrace all.
20.
Sai tells the stories as an easy sport, which are laden with
the code of moral rectitude. Perpetual peace was his
ornament. Even the great Saints meditated upon him.
21.
It is not correct to compare him to the sun, because the sun
sets; nor to the moon because it waxes and wanes. This Sai
is always perfect.
22.
Hemad humbles himself at his feet and lovingly appeals to
the listeners to listen to this narration with faith, with
complete attention and with interest.

23.
The earth is well ploughed, and the seeds are sown. But if
you, the Cloud of Mercy, do not rain can there be a harvest?
24.
When the stories of the Saints are heard, there remains no
sinfulness. Merits sprout on listening to the stories. Take
advantage of this rare and favourable opportunity!
25.
The four types of Mukti1 hold no attraction for us. Enjoin
unwavering devotion to Sai. This is our supreme achievement.
26.
Since we are not at all bound, what association could we
have with mukti? Let devotion to the Saints awaken within
us, which alone will purify our inner selves.
27.
Where the sense of you and I does not arise, which should
really be a natural state, we need that devotion without
duality. We ask Sai for this boon.
28.
Now this is the only request to the listeners. When they
take the book in their hands to read, the subject matter,
the reading thereof and the reader should all become one.
29.
Ignore Hemadpant, as he is not the author of this
Satcharita. He is only the instrument for the welfare of the
devotees.
30.
If by good fortune you have got an oyster and you throw it
away, you have lost a pearl. Why concern yourself about how
the ‘Ashwath’ (Peepal) tree2 flourishes. Do not lose hope of
your welfare.
31.
Here, there is no one but Sai who speaks the words and
writes them also. He, himself, is the subject to be listened
to, the one who makes you listen, and also the listener.
This union or oneness should not be lost.
32.
Where the ears are not ready to listen with respect, and
where the mind is not concentrated, then there is no
listening or reading at all. Then how would anyone know the
meaning?
33.
While listening, do it with humility. The listeners should
only deem that Sai is in their mind. Only then the correct
listening is accomplished. Let the oneness be continuous.
34.
Then, just as the waves of the waters mingle with all the
waters, so all the inclinations or activities of the senses
would be one with Sai.
35.
Only in this way, the knowledgeable learn about
spirituality, those who are interested in humour will be
delighted with the wit, and those who appreciate poetry will
be able to enjoy the poetic stanzas. Everyone will enjoy
this book.

36.
Be it so. Earlier in this Satcharita, in the thirty-ninth
chapter, the advice that Samartha gave to one of his
foremost devotees, has been mentioned.
37.
When the devotee was near Baba, he was reciting the fourth
chapter of the Bhagvad Gita, from the beginning, at that
time.
38.
On the one hand he was pressing Baba’s feet, and on the
other he was reciting that prayer. When the thirty-third
verse was over, he started on the thirty-fourth.
39.
With a calm mind, and with full absorption, he was uttering
the words very, very softly. But others did not know the
source.
40.
When he started on the thirty-fourth verse, Sainath felt
like gracing his foremost devotee and putting him on the
righteous path.
41.
That devotee’s name was Nana (Chandorkar). Then, Baba said
to him: “Nana, what are you muttering? Why don’t you speak
aloud?
42.
For some time, I have been watching that you are muttering
something. But your voice is not distinct. What is this
secret?”
43.
Then Nana spoke clearly : “I am reciting the Gita. So that
I may not disturb others, I am muttering the words”.
44.
“Let that be for others. But for me, speak clearly. Do you
understand what you are reciting? Let me know clearly”, said
Sree.
45.
Then, saying the verse in a loud voice beginning with
‘Tadviddhi Pranipatena’, Nana showed, what he was saying,
with a prostration. Baba was satisfied on hearing it.
46.
Then, when he was asked for the meaning of the verse, Nana
said in detail the meaning as given by an earlier ‘acharya’.
Baba shook his head.
47.
Again he asked Nana: “Nana, consider the third metric foot,
‘Updekshyanti te gyanam’ and try to concentrate on it.
48.
In that, after the word ‘te’ there is a sign of suspension
for the letter ‘a’. If read as ‘agyan’, consider if the
meaning becomes opposite.
49.
Shankaranand, Dnyaneshwar, Anandgiri, Shreedhar, Madhusudan
and other commentators make its meaning based on the word
‘gyan’.

50.
And this is accepted by everyone, I also know that. But why
should we knowingly be deprived of the marvel that can be
enjoyed by inserting the suspension sign”.
51.
After speaking thus, Sai, the Cloud of Mercy, showered the
drops of nectar of advice for the devotees, who were like
the ‘Chakor’ and ‘Chatak’ birds. I have already narrated it
earlier. (Chapter 39).
52.
But all the readers of this ‘Sai Leela’ (magazine in which
the Satcharita chapters were being published) were not
amazed by this meaning. However, some had doubts. This is
amazing.
53.
So that they may be satisfied, and the matter may be
properly proved, I will make a little more effort to
convince them of the rightful use of this word ‘agyan’.
54.
Some would even doubt whether Baba knew Sanskrit. There is
nothing unknown to Saints. The reason for doubts seems to be
something else.
55.
Who does not know the saying from the ‘Shruti’ that “One who
has understood the One, has knowledge of everything”. Sai
had knowledge of the Self.
56.
What do the Saints not know who can see the whole universe
as clearly as an ‘amalak’ fruit held in their palm? Even the
sun is illuminated by them!
57.
One, who has that Knowledge of The One, how can he have lack
of any knowledge? Whatever is contained in any ‘vidya’ is
known to them. What is so important about Sanskrit?
58.
There are some readers of the Sai Leela, who say “Nana is
dishonest. This is arisen and contrived by his own
imagination, and he has written about this unwanted
suspension indicating his ignorance.
59.
He has himself created this fictitious story about the
suspension and the ‘ignorance’ in relation to it. He has
unnecessarily raised this fruitless wrangling to show off
his great knowledge.
60.
Where there was no suspension, he has introduced it. In the
place of the word ‘gyan’ he has derived the word ‘agyan’. In
this way, he has put forth a contrary meaning of the Gita”.
61.
But looking at the facts and thinking deeply over it, there
is no inconsistency in the thirty-ninth chapter of Sai
Leela.
62.
Whatever be your opinion, and whether Nana is honest or
dishonest, do not believe what he has narrated to be
nonsensical utterance.

63.
Leaving aside your aversion for Nana, the readers should not
be swayed by emotions. When you set aside the apparent or
superficial, he will be found to be innocent.
64.
Sai Leela is one of the best magazines. Without reading the
thirty-ninth chapter, it would not be easily possible to
understand the present chapter.
65.
In the Bhagvad Gita, in the fourth chapter, called
“Gyanyagnya” there is a discourse by Sree Krishna on
ignorance and the thirty-fourth verse is about ignorance.
66.
“Tvadviddhi pranipatena, pariprashnena sevaya. Upadekshyanti
te gyanam, gyaninastattva darshinah”.
67.
This is one of the important verses of the Gita. In the
third metric foot, there is a suspension before the word
‘‘gyan’’ thereby ‘agyan’ appears.
68.
If the suspension is not considered, the word ‘gyan’ can be
undoubtedly read. There is no objection against that. That
is generally the meaning that is elucidated.
69.
“Liberation is achieved through knowledge”. These words
from the shrutis are accepted by all. But it is not binding
on the philosophers to teach ‘gyan’ (knowledge).
70.
I am the Atman, the pure witness, untainted, knowing, free
and liberated, pervading the whole manifestation, supreme
consciousness, unblemished, filled with the bliss of unity
consciousness.
71.
But I am neither ignorance nor am I the product of
ignorance. Understand me to be “This Soul as Brahman” and
know me to be the Treasure in the highest consciousness and
also know me as Bliss.
72.
“I am Brahman” (Yajurveda) is the saying that always
inspires me. Know that this only is pure knowledge. “I am a
sinner, unfortunate and godless”: these feelings spring from
the mine of ignorance.
73.
This Maya is an ancient or eternal power. Because of
ignorance one is in a state of being bound; because of
knowledge one is free from all bondage. This is the state of
a being from times immemorial.
74.
This total misconception of name and form is the complete
illusion caused by Maya. Words are inadequate to describe
Maya and it is very difficult to conquer.
75.
The abode of Maya is in the fanciful thoughts that arise.
The state of being bound or free certainly arises from the
imagination.

76.
“Liberation is achieved through knowledge”. This principle
(verity) from the Shrutis is eternally true. But until the
‘karmas’ arising from sins are annihilated, it is impossible
for knowledge to dawn.
77.
One who is impressed with pure knowledge, know that he has
abandoned all desires. He is not bound by Maya. There is no
place for passions or emotions in him.
78.
A supremely knowledgeable person, like Shuka, came to a sad
end also due to doubts. Ignorance is born due to doubts,
which cannot be removed without the Guru.
79.
When a doubt enters the mind of a knowledgeable person, even
such a person becomes egoistic. Even a huge pot of milk gets
spoilt by a drop of sour gruel and all the milk is spoilt.
80.
Therefore, it is important to understand ignorance, at the
outset. Once that is removed, the mind gets purified. After
that happens, knowledge manifests infinitely and the mind
will attain undisturbed absorption in contemplation.
81.
He, who is concentrated on riches and fame and is yet
craving for sense enjoyment in spite of having had it and is
incessantly thinking of wife and children, his knowledge is
nothing but ignorance.
82.
Thus, one who is obsessed with wealth, sons, and wife does
not know his well-being even though he may be knowledgeable.
Therefore, so long as he is without devotion, his knowledge
is veiled by ignorance.
83.
All living beings are full of ignorance. Becoming free from
ignorance, become knowledgeable and then transcend that
also. That stage is ‘Brahmaroop’ or embodiment of Brahman,
certainly.
84.
When ignorance disappears, knowledge manifests. He who is
knowledgeable, is forgiving by nature. Till the pride for
the body is not lost, he is under the control of Maya.
85.
Avatars like Ram and Krishna, Saints like Sanat, Sanak and
others, the most knowledgeable ones, have Maya as their
handmaiden; but she has fooled others.
86.
Though the Self resides in the hearts of all creatures, no
one knows this. Such is the inconceivable state of Maya, it
has unfathomable power of illusion to veil it.
87.
Unless the false pride of the feeling ‘I am the doer, I
alone am the enjoyer’ is left off, and one does not
surrender to the Dweller in the Heart, one cannot attain
self-liberation.
88.
Discriminate between the transitory and the eternal and
listen (to sacred texts), chant, meditate and contemplate on

them, and enrich yourself with the six virtues such as
‘shama’, ‘dama’ etc. Only that will drive away ignorance.


89.
‘The world is different from me’; ‘I am small and limited’;
the feeling that ‘I am the body’ – this is unalloyed
ignorance.
90.
In this science of Vedant, which propounds knowledge, there
are four necessary antecedents – the writer, in all
compassion, has explained them in detail.
91.
The befitting person, the subject matter and the relation
between the two are the three, and the fourth one, is the
purpose. After carefully explaining the ‘Purpose’, there
arises what is called the removal of ignorance.
92.
Complete unity of the individual soul and Brahman happens to
be verily the main ‘subject’ of Vedant and the removal of
ignorance involved in understanding the principle of this
unity, happens to be the ‘Purpose’.
93.
Therefore, removing this ignorance from the very roots is
itself the attainment of Bliss of Self. Hence, using all
contrivances, it is necessary to destroy ignorance.
94.
Until one has removed the feeling of duality, he cannot be
called knowledgeable. The knowledge of a person who has
bodily pride can be called complete ignorance.
95.
He makes a show of his own knowledge but performs improper
acts. He is as good as dead. He is like the sleeping
Kumbhakaran3.
96.
For him who does not behave in accordance with the Vedas,
and does not follow the rules of the four castes, the only
means to purify his intellect is the removal of ignorance.
97.
Even Brahma and others have been deluded by the three gunas,
such as ‘satva’ etc., also by words (speech), touch, form,
taste and smell, and on account of the sex organs, and the
tongue, with different permutations and combinations.
98.
All the movable beings in the world are encircled by
Ignorance and Maya from times immemorial. They are engulfed
by passions such as anger and hatred, and surrounded by
ignorance.
99.
Every being is bound by ignorance. For its pure form to
manifest, it is necessary to break the ties with ignorance,
desires and the fruits of past actions.
100. The cow’s teats are so full of milk that it oozes out. The
tick or cattle louse sticks fast there itself. But it enjoys
the blood, so how would it have taste for milk?

101. Notice the frog and the humble bee. The beautiful lotus
houses them both. But the fragrant pollen is around which
the bee hovers, while the frog feeds on the mire.
102. Though a repository of knowledge is before a person, a
foolish one is attracted by ignorance, and ignorance itself
appeals as knowledge. What use to him is instruction in
knowledge?
103. When ignorance is removed totally, the knowledge of Brahman
will manifest itself. Therefore it is necessary to explain
what is ignorance, at the outset. Know that.
104. There is nothing purer than the knowledge of Brahman in all
the three worlds. The teachings of that knowledge has a lot
of reverence. Without it, life is in vain.
105. If this Brahman were an effect on par with objects cognised
by intelligence etc. then there would have been at least
some sense of enjoyment which would have been helpful in
perceiving it, enabling one to say: “This is That”.
106. The principle of Brahman has intelligence in its purpose.
But that which goes beyond the sense of enjoyment is
perceivable by intellect and is the one that the ‘Smritis’
declare but the ‘Shrutis’ do not agree with it.
107. When intelligence etc. does not exist, then verily the
instrument of cognition become extinct. Then, how can the
existential character of Brahman remain as the basis for
resort.
108. Whatever is experienced by the senses, all that exists and
nothing else. This is well known to all. Brahman then does
not at all exist.
109. This will be the meaning of all that is said so far. But if
it is true it will be calamitous, making intelligence alone
existent, through and through, helping one to understand the
chain of objects that are subtle, subtler and the like.
110. Let it (intelligence) also dissolve; but there too it stays
in the form of the combination of existence because
undoubtedly the soul is the root cause of the world, and all
dissolution is ultimately rooted in existence.
111. If a stone is thrown on a pot, its form is broken leaving
behind the pieces. Though the shape of the pot is destroyed,
the pieces indicate that it existed.
112. Although the effect in the form of the pot is destroyed, the
existence of the pot knows no destruction, as the pot shards
remain for continuity. So, indeed, is the essence of
existence in them.

113. At no time the dissolution of the effect is one which ends
in its void. The dissolution is rooted through existential
character. This is valid as is seen in the cognition of
‘sat’ having the idea of ‘sat’ which is existence.
114. All the holy places and vows are holy or pure; but holier
and purer is Knowledge of the Lord. Then without the
Knowledge of the Lord, singing bhajans and worship is
meaningless.
115. The mind is tainted by ignorance. That mind cannot be
cleansed without devotion to God; and without devotion,
knowledge is not born.
116. Therefore, know what is ignorance at the outset. After it is
described and you derive the lesson there from, only then
will the bondage be broken. Devotion is the only means to do
that.
117. If collyrium is applied to the eyes of a child, born with
feet foremost, it can find wealth which is underground.
Similarly, when devotion is practised, ignorance is
destroyed and knowledge dawns.
118. Knowledge itself means attainment of Self-realisation, for
which the main thing is to destroy ignorance. Unless
devotion to God is achieved, the power of Maya is boundless.
119. Knowledge and ignorance are mixed together. Throw away
ignorance and pick up only pure knowledge, like discarding
the stones or impurities from the grains of rice, before the
rice is cooked in warm water.
120. The Lord exists in all living beings. Doing a ‘yagnya’ for
knowledge and other worship, if one sees Krishna (i.e. the
Lord) as all-pervasive, ignorance burns away leaving behind
knowledge.
121. Now let us see the nature of the ‘yagnya’ for knowledge. The
pillar to which the sacrifice is tied is the ‘I am Brahman’
axiom, the five elements of the universe are the courtyard
for the ‘yagnya’ and the animal that is sacrificed is the
belief that there is a difference between a living being and
God.
122. The five senses and the five ‘prans’ are the only
requirements for this ‘yagnya’. In the hollow space of the
mind and the intellect, kindle the fire of knowledge.
123. The being is the one who performs the ‘yagnya’, offering
oblations of ignorance, in place of the clarified butter. He
is completely engrossed in the Bliss of the Self, and that
being is bathed in the water of purification, at the end of
the sacrifice.
124. In conclusion, without the oblations of ignorance, in place
of the clarified butter, the fire of knowledge can never be
kindled. By burning the difference between a living being
and God, manifest the knowledge of unity consciousness.

125. Just as a clean mirror is covered by dust and the light of
the fire by smoke, similarly knowledge that is controlled by
anger and desires, is covered by ignorance.
126. Just as Rahu hides the moon or moss covers the water, Maya
puts a veil over the self-luminous knowledge.
127. The intellect of the great knowledgeable ones is corrupted
and they fall into disgrace. They know how to remedy the
situation but do not follow it. They act as they wish.
128. Though able to see, they act like the blind. Leaving aside
their good attachments, they behave in a shameless manner.
They become a source of worry on account of evil
association, almost by force and continue to act at their
free will.
129. Those who have retired from worldly life return as
householders; and with determination indulge in forbidden
acts. They accept loathsome objects as most pleasant.
130. Those mistakes and sins which they have avoided by effort,
they fall into due to ignorance or fate. What could be said
about such a state! Is this the wisdom of a knowledgeable
person?
131. Even if there is a very knowledgeable person and does not
wish even for the shadow of a sin, he gets deceived like a
moth by the light and does not distinguish between the good
and the bad deeds.
132. He knows fully well that doing a sin is ignorance but
because of the inclination for desire, he does not pay heed.
133. All these deeds are performed due to desires. Desires are
the cause of all destruction, which matures in the form of
anger.
134. When there is obstruction to the fulfilment of desire, then
thwarted desire becomes anger. At every step it hinders
liberation. This course of action is an impediment to
knowledge.
135. This living being is caught up in the difficulties caused by
anger and desires. The embodiment of Brahman is very close
and dwells near knowledge, on the same level.
136. They (that is, anger and desires) drown one without there
being any water; burn one without there being any fire; kill
one without there being any weapons; and bind one without
there being any rope.
137. Even the knowledgeable cannot withstand them and are
defeated if they wager against them. They have the power to
bring about the destruction of the universe and swallow the
living beings without their knowledge.

138. Desire and anger envelop the fetus of knowledge like a
membrane, just as the killer snake encircles the roots of
the sandal wood tree.
139. The senses, intellect and mind are the abodes for those
desires. With the help of these, the knowledge of the living
being is dimmed and he is lured.
140. If you want to obtain sandal wood, then you will have to
kill the snake. Remove the veil of desire and anger and
attain the store of knowledge.
141. Without killing the snake, can anyone attain the sandal
wood? Without killing the black snake, can you obtain the
buried treasure?
142. Similarly, to achieve Parabrahma and Self-Realisation the
only means is to remove the curtain of Maya.
143. Therefore, at first, control the senses, thereby anger and
desires will be destroyed. A living being is controlled by
anger and desire and knowledge is veiled by ignorance.
144. The senses are subtler than the body; the mind is more
subtle than them; the intellect is subtlest compared even to
the mind; the Supreme Being is subtler than even the
intellect.
145. This most high, supreme truth transcends all worldly
existence and righteousness. That Supreme Spirit is the most
beneficial. That is the nectar-sweet Eternal Self.
146. The pure witness, untainted, eternal, free and liberated —
that indeed is the principle of the Non-Duality State; that
alone is the nature of Supreme Bliss in apposition to
sentience.
147. That which is known as ‘Panchikaram’4 is verily the display
of the form of Maya, the only instrument of superimposition
and sentient. It is necessary to be conscious of this.
148. These five elements without their judicious combinations are
called the subtle elements. Their evolutes viz. the vital
airs, the senses, the mind and intelligence form the
‘subtle’ body of the soul.
149. Do appreciate that the five elements combined in the five
ways give rise to the ‘gross’ part of the Atman and this
‘gross’ body of the soul. The knowledgeable ones call it
‘VIRAT’, which is the gross or the material body.
150. The cause of the origin of gross and subtle bodies is the
ignorance of the real nature of the Self. Know that with its
appearance, which is ‘Avyakrit’5, the body is the ‘cause’of
the Atman.

151. This is known as the causal body which is associated with
the reflection of sentiency. It becomes the cause of
ignorance which is known as the unmanifest and not evolved.
152. The reason for all this is neither impartite or partite nor
both. For the body to be destroyed the only knowledge to be
attained is the union of Brahman with the Atman.
153. To be in the state of one’s own form that is known as
‘moksha’ or liberation. There is no ‘moksha’ other than to
be in one’s own proper form.
154. If only knowledge about the union of Brahman with the Atman
is achieved, then ignorance is removed. Therefore, it is
necessary to describe what ignorance is.
155. That which has become soiled because of ignorance, has
reached a state of being tainted. That state came to be
called as ‘existent’. It thus assumed the state of being
denoted or connoted by the word.
156. Though originally it was beyond the ken of the senses, it
was made understandable by word. It was only then that the
form entered the mind and assumed the form of ‘Aumkar’.
157. Blessed indeed is him whose body falls while meditating upon
this ‘Aumkar – Brahman’ along with the remembrance of the
Lord.
158. So be it. From the spoken word, ‘Aum’, that is the form of
Brahman which is unseen, there appears the Unmanifest. From
this Unmanifest arises the principle of this ‘mahttatva’6
which is an evolute from the Unmanifest and it is from that
that the ego is born.
159. Ego originates in the subtle rudiments, further giving rise
to the gross elements and verily this world is born from
these five elements.
160. Cosmic ignorance is verily the indication of the form of
this world; and for the demolition of this nescience, it is
necessary to explain ignorance.
161. That which is pure consciousness is the pristine form
totally pure and unsullied. Whatever is different from this
is soiled. It is not proper to mix the two.
162. Know that the Brahman is very different from that which is
expressed inwards. Therefore, with the help of the power of
proper instruction it is necessary to set aside the layers
of ignorance.
163. The mind experiencing a dream in sleep sees or visualises
the three worlds by itself without eyes. Ignorance is the
cause for all this.

164. While perceiving one entity, it appears to be different like
a rope that appears in the form of a snake and silver in the
interior of mother-of-pearl.
165. Perceive only the rays of the sun. People call it a mirage.
But this is only a sport of ‘Maya’, before which even the
knowledgeable ones become helpless.
166. When one brandishes the burning wood, round and round, what
is seen is the firebrand. Even here, it is the wonder of
illusion.
167. While seeing the real fire there is no room for the firebrand.
Similarly, the expanse of the allurement caused by
illusion creates the world which does not really exist.
168. When the illusion is removed with the help of such a
resolve, then only this mundane existence ceases to exit. ‘I
am the body. She is my wife and this is my home’ —all this
is a futile exercise.
169. Even those who are called knowledgeable and learned, but are
deeply involved in the attachments to son, cattle etc., i.e.
to earthly possessions, do not enjoy the slightest of
happiness.
170. The experts in the branches of knowledge endowed with
intelligence do not consider any other person as their
equal. This is a great conceit within the heart that causes
discontent.
171. This itself, illusion or ignorance or state of nescience and
the primordial matter, is the chief. At the outset, the
knower has to start by removing these and then only
knowledge would arise.
172. This knowledge, however, is self luminous. It is not

necessary to give instructions about this. When ignorance is
destroyed, the exultation of knowledge will manifest.


173. It is like a gem, full of lustre, which is pressed down with
dirt and dust for years together and the memory of which is
extinguished.
174. Then, at some point of time, by chance, accompanied by
action and aided by Dharma it comes to hand, it appears that
all its pristine lustre is lost because of its having been
with stones and clods of earth.
175. Then on cleaning it well and removing the dirt and dust, it
acquires its pristine lustre. Similarly is the state of
knowledge-realisation.
176. Dirt and dust are ignorance. This ignorance veils the
knowledge. After removing the dust and the dirt, the jewel
will shine easily.

177. Discrimination between the transient and permanent objects
destroys sin. That itself grants refinement and
rectification and that itself creates knowledge.
178. This world is a market place of Maya (illusion) flooded with
real and fake objects. There are many customers ready to
take the fake objects believing them to be real.
179. But many wise ones’ wisdom is dissipated in ascertaining the
fake from the real. One must know the indications which
cause this deception.
180. Therefore, it is necessary to have an assayer to distinguish
between the real and the fake. He (the Sadguru) will easily
show the difference and ignorance will finally disappear.
181. Once ignorance is removed, then knowledge remains, and
illusion will be easily removed. Whatever remains is the
Self. Know that. There is no need for visible proof.
182. Though the view of wisdom is clear, it is dimmed by the
darkness of the imagination. This darkness flees with
‘upadesh’ (spiritual instruction). What remains then is full
knowledge.
183. In reality if there is a garland lying on the way, which
when seen at eventide, seems like a snake, the only reason
for this is ignorance.
184. When you light the lamp, hidden in the pocket, ignorance
vanishes. The real form is clearly seen. The semblance to
the snake automatically disappears.
185. Therefore, the remedy to do away with the harm or evil of
ignorance is ‘upadesh’. Therefore, the wise ones weary
themselves by giving the ‘upadesh’ of what constitutes
ignorance.
186. Being, presently, in the mundane world is due to ‘prarabdh’
(actions in the past life), which were done in the past,
born out of ignorance. At the outset, this knowledge is
necessary.
187. ‘Knowledge is Truth and Brahman is Eternal’! Ignorance,
illusion, etc. are all the cause of erroneous conception.
When this erroneous conception is removed, then only will
the misconception about knowledge be dispelled.
188. He, who has not lost the pride of the self, who will call
him wise?! He, who is the abode of wrongful pride, can be
called ignorance personified.
189. That which is called a flood of illusions, in which the
world is fully engrossed, is but mundane existence for which
ignorance is the basic prop.

190. It arises out of ignorance; and its grandeur is born of
ignorance. When there is plurality instead of unity, that
too has its refuge in ignorance.
191. When there is a little light and a little darkness (twilight
or dim light), the rope on the road, though a rope appears
to be a serpent, and one is terrified.
192. The misconception that it is a snake is merely ignorance.
That ignorance has veiled the truth. Until this ignorance is
dispelled, the mind does not become free of fear.
193. To some it appears like a garland of flowers, while some see
it as a stick. In short, it is all a misconception and a
decline in excessive misjudging.
194. One, who follows the writings of the Vedas and has a belief
in God, he alone is qualified to have the Knowledge of
Brahman. One who is an atheist for numerous lives can never
be so qualified.
195. Those, who see the world as a dwelling place for movable and
immovable persons and things and not as a manifestation of
God in various forms, are confused. They never escape from
the cycle of births and deaths and for them the essence of
Brahman is unattainable or extremely difficult to attain,
whereas it is very easily attained by those who are
qualified.
196. No amount of sermonising is effective here, nor acceptance
of the different Vedas; nor the intellect to understand the
meaning of various scriptural books; nor being well-versed
(by reading or listening) to such books.
197. By the use of words, one can gain bookish knowledge. But can
it give the knowledge of Brahman or Truth? The intellect is
capable of discrimination but Brahman or Truth is not at its
command.
198. The Shrutis have a vehement desire to describe it but have
not attained Brahman or Truth. They have reverted to
describing the glory of Brahman or Truth and given up their
desire for the pursuit of that Knowledge.
199. The six orthodox schools of philosophy have spent themselves
and indulged in arguments till this day but the Self
remained undescribed and did not come within the purview of
words.
200. The great, learned ones became like fire-flies before the
sun, in respect of the Self. Once the Self is realised, the
meaningless maze of words disappears.

201. Observe that, in the world, in the darkness of the night all
activities are carried out with the light of lamps. But when
the sun arises at dawn, the people disregard the lamps.
202. Therefore, that (i.e. Knowledge of the Self) which is not a
subject to be described in words, how can it then be taught?
Therefore, the narrator must have the aim of destroying
ignorance only with words.
203. When worship is done with the belief and wisdom of the
existence of the Self, then only is the Atman propitiated
and reveals the Knowledge of the Supreme Spirit, becoming
extant to the worshipper.
204. In the place of Atman, if one meditates on Parmatman and
there is no distinction made between the two, and worship is
done in this manner, the Atman is propitiated with the
worshipper.
205. There is no other better means than to propitiate the Atman.
Seeing that the seeker is inclined towards the Atman, the
Atman itself grants grace.
206. When the object of the book is accomplished, the narrator
always implores the listeners to beg forgiveness for putting
them through the ordeal of listening. This is the customary
way.
207. But, this is not the case in respect of this Satcharita,
because I do not have the capability for writing it. Sai
himself has written his story, by giving the pen in my hand.
208. Therefore, I am not the author of the book and no one is put
through any ordeal by me. If I ask for forgiveness of the
listeners. I will be unnecessarily taking the responsibility
of the deed.
209. I have no claims to its virtues nor are the imperfections
mine! When Sai himself is the doer, that brings the matter
to an end.
210. After taking Sai’s permission, I have written exactly as he
has narrated and I have considered Ignorance distinctly, for
the listeners.
211. By pervading my very being, Gurudev has thrown the light on
the subject to make known his own splendour, his power and
his grandeur.
212. Any one who finds virtues in this book, or imperfections, is
deserving of my total veneration, as being the embodiment of
God (Narayan) Himself.

213. Sree Sai has written this story, for the supreme benefit of
his devotees, having created his own biography, holding
Hemad’s hand.
214. Sree Sai took the bodily form only to favour the people, to
destroy evil thoughts and obstinacy, and to protect the
people’s togetherness.
215. Therefore, Hemad prostrates himself at his feet, with wholehearted
faith. The assembly of listeners must be completely
attentive to hear the interesting stories to follow.
May there be well-being. This is the end of the fiftieth chapter
of Sree Sai Samartha Satcharita, written by the devotee
Hemadpant; impelled by Saints and virtuous people, called
“Removal of Ignorance”.


This is offered to Sree Sadguru Sainath.
May there be auspiciousness!


Notes :


1.
‘Salokata’ residence in the same heaven with any deity. ‘Samipata’,
nearness of proximity to the deity. ‘Saroopata’, assimilation with
the deity. ‘Sayujata’, absorption with the deity.
2.
It is stated in the Venkatesh Stotra that the peepul tree
flourishes with the excreta of the crow, used as manure.
3.
Ravan’s brother, a giant who indulged in gorging and sleeping.
4.
Combining amicably together of the five elementary substances.
5.
Not developed. In the Vedas, an elementary substance from which all
things were created.
6.
The second of the twenty-five principles of samkhyas, one of the
six Shastras.

Baba explaining to Nana the meaning of ‘Tadviddhi Pranipatena -Gita ovi
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Nanasaheb Chandorkar



Chapter 49

49.


Testing the Saint and the Control of the
Mind


I bow down to Sree Ganesh
I bow down to Sree Saraswati
I bow down to the Guru
I bow down to the Family Deity
I bow down to Sree Sita-Ramachandra
I bow down to Sree Sadguru Sainath.

1.
Where the Vedas and the Puranas have got exhausted praising
the Sadguru, in all aspects, there I, an ignorant person,
unenlightened, better be silent.
2.
Really speaking, to remain silent, is, in essence the praise
of the Sadguru. But Sai’s attributes are such that they make
you forget to remain silent.
3.
Blessed are Sai’s indescribable leelas! When I realise that,
I cannot remain silent. When I find the flavour of those
delicacies to be sweet, I am reminded of the listeners.
4.
I feel they must join me in partaking them, so that my own
enjoyment is increased two-fold. This is my reason for
arranging this feast.
5.
If there are no friends or virtuous people to share them
with, even the best of delicacies lose their flavour when
one is alone.
6.
Sai has had all his wishes fulfilled. Sai is the adornment
of all the saints. Sai is the refuge of his devotees and the
destroyer of difficulties of the whirlpool of life.
7.
I have no words to describe his leelas. My speech is
incapable of describing them. Inconceivable is he and his
skills are beyond understanding. How can I know them!
8.
He is the epitome of well-being. That Sai, by his grace,
reminds me of his stories to complete this book. Know that.
9.
I try to sing of his indescribable greatness but who is
qualified to do so? When ‘para’1 returns without doing
anything, what can ‘pashyanti’2 and ‘madhyama’3 do?
10.
When all the three do not open their mouths, what can the
fourth viz. ‘vaikhari’4 do? Though I know that fully, yet I
am unable to control myself.

11.
Without being humble at the Sadguru’s feet, self-realisation
cannot be achieved. Saints are the embodiment of the Lord
and I seek their hand of blessing.
12.
Love for the Guru’s feet, this itself is the attainment of
every thing. May the desire for the company of Saints, and
the love for them be ours!
13.
He who is full of ego is not fit to be called a devotee. He
is a true devotee who is totally without ego.
14.
One who is arrogant because of his knowledge, and vain
because he considers himself great is only the
personification of pride. How could he be a reputed devotee?
15.
Unfortunate are the ones who do not sing the praises of
their Guru, and those who do not hear them despite not being
deaf are the embodiment of dull-wittedness.
16.
Practising penance is better than pilgrimage, observing
vows, sacrifice and charity. Worshipping the Lord is better
than penance but meditation on one’s own Guru, is the best
of all.
17.
Only Sai is the object of meditation for his devotees; only
Sai is their deity for worship; only Sai is their hidden
treasure, which should be protected but not in a miserly
way.
18.
If sometimes I am lazy, Sai who dwells in the innermost soul
is not. If I forget the story, he gives me a timely
reminder.
19.
If I think of sitting quietly, I have no power to do so. The
inspiration for the story arises so unexpectedly that I am
compelled to take the pen in hand.
20.
Thus for his listeners to hear his unfathomable story and
for my own selfish reasons, he has made me write this
Satcharita.
21.
Even otherwise, the stories of Saints are created and
written by them. If there is no inspiration from them, they
would be dull and dry at every step.
22.
So, merciful Sainath entering my mind got his book written
by me and also thereby fulfilled my wish.
23.
I am completely contented if I am constantly chanting Sree
Sai’s name, thinking about his sayings, and meditating upon
his form.
24.
Sai is deeply indebted to him who repeats Sree Sai’s name,
feels love for him in his heart and does all actions for his
sake.

25.
There is no better means for breaking the bondage of this
world. The story of Sai is very purifying and savouring it
always gives happiness.
26.
Use the feet to circumambulate Sai, use the ears to listen
to the Satcharita, embrace him lovingly with your whole body
and use the eyes to have Sai’s darshan.
27.
Come before him rolling, with eight-fold prostrations and
place your forehead at his feet; use the tongue only to
remember his name and use the nose only to sniff the
fragrance of flowers that have already been offered to him.
28.
Now to continue the story mentioned in the previous chapter
of a devotee who had love for witnessing a miracle – I will
narrate it, as promised.
29.
He was not motivated by personal interest nor by any
spiritual needs. He was ignorant of the greatness of Saints,
yet if he was told of the glory of Saints, he would not
believe that.
30.
His friends told the stories of Sai. He heard them but
always found fault. Unless they were confirmed by his own
experience he refused to believe them.
31.
His name was Hari Kanoba. He left Bombay on a journey, with
his friends, to test Sai.
32.
But who can definitely know the skills of Sai who illumines
everyone’s innermost self? They are masterly and unique.
33.
Sai Samartha knew Haribhau’s intentions as soon as soon as
he left for Shirdi. He was desirous only for a miracle and
he deserved only that.
34.
He gave him a taste of it and made him his devotee, making
his journey worthwhile. Saints are truly able to devise
their skills.
35.
At Kopergaon, Haribhau got into a tonga with his friends,
after having a bath in the Godavari. They left for Shirdi
without delay.
36.
After arriving from Kopergaon, he washed his hands and feet
and then Haribhau set off to have a look at the Saint and to
know him.
37.
Haribhau was eager to have Sai Baba’s darshan with a new
pair of sandals on his feet and a jari embroidered turban on
his head.
38.
Then, when he came to the Masjid, and saw Sai from afar, he
felt like going near him and prostrating at his feet.

39.
But he had a problem with his sandals as there was no safe
place to keep them there. Finally, finding a corner there,
he shoved them in.
40.
Then he went up for ‘darshan’, lovingly bowed at Sai’s feet,
took ‘Udi and prasad’ and returned to go to the Wada.
41.
When he went to put on the sandals, he could not find them.
After searching a lot, he returned without them, quite
morose, losing hope of finding them.
42.
There was a large crowd there, coming and going. So whom
would he really ask? He could not think of a solution.
43. Thus he was in a disturbed state. The sandals alone appeared
before his eyes; his mind was concentrated on his sandals;
and his whole being was centred on the sandals.
44.
He had bought them with great eagerness but the sandals were
gone and lost! He felt certain that they had been stolen by
some thief.
45.
So be it. Later, he bathed, and after doing puja and
naivedya, he sat down with others to eat. But he was not at
peace.
46.
‘The courtyard is Sai’s! Who could have taken my sandals,
after eluding Sai’s eyes? Is this a small wonder?’
47.
He was full of regrets. He could not concentrate on the
meal. He came out, afterwards, to wash his hands.
48.
In the meantime, a young Maratha lad came there,
unexpectedly, waving the lost sandals at the end of a stick,
like a flag.
49.
The group of people were washing their hands after the meal.
The lad was searching. He said: “Baba has sent me, giving me
this stick in my hand.
50.
He told me ‘son, go calling out for Hari, the son of Ka,
with a jari turban and give it to the one who claims it as
his own, and grabs them anxiously.
51.
But, first ensure that it is given to Hari, the son of Ka,
and that he has a jari turban. Do not make a big hue and
cry’”.
52.
Hearing the boy’s cry and recognising his sandals, Haribhau
ran to him, very surprised.
53.
Haribhau’s eyes were filled with tears of happiness and he
was choked with emotion on seeing his lost sandals. He was
greatly amazed.
54.
He said to the boy: “Come, come here. Let me see. Bring the
sandals to me”. Seeing them he said: “Where did you find
them? Tell me clearly”.

55.
The boy said: “I do not know all this. I am only following
Baba’s instructions. Whoever is Hari, the son of Ka, should
show me the jari embroidered turban.
56.
I will give the sandals to him only. I will not recognise
anyone else. The person who satisfies these indications of
Baba, he alone will take these sandals”.
57.
“Oh, lad, these are my sandals only”. Though Haribhau said
so, he would not give them to him. Then he tried to convince
the boy with all Baba’s indications.
58.
He said: “Lad, I am that Hari, the son of Kanoba. These
words are true in all respects. They apply to me, in every
way.
59.
Now, see this jari embroidered turban. It will remove all
your doubts. Then, I will be recognised as the owner of the
sandals and no one else can claim them”.
60.
The boy was then convinced. He gave the sandals to Haribhau.
His wishes were fulfilled. He experienced that Sai was truly
a saint!
61.
He thought: ‘Though I have a jari embriodered turban, is it
so novel? It is on my head and visible to all.
62.
But I come from a distant place. It is my first trip to
Shirdi. How did Sai Baba know that my name is Hari?
63.
Kanoba is my father, and nobody knows him or has seen him.
He used to be addressed as Ka. I am amazed.
64.
Earlier when my friends told me of the greatness of Sai as a
Saint, I did not believe them. I am now truly repentant.
65.
Now that I have had this experience, I have learnt Sai
Baba’s powers. There is no room for doubt. Sree Sai, I know,
is a very great Saint’.
66.
One’s experience is dependent on one’s intentions. So was
Haribhau’s. He had a desire to test a Saint and had no
thought of spiritual gain.
67.
Friends and relations narrated that Sai Samartha was a very
great Saint. The reason for going to Shirdi was to
personally experience it or see a miracle.
68.
To offer your life at the feet of the Saint so that you can
find God, was not at all his wish. How far can the chameleon
go5?
69.
‘I had thought of seeing a miracle with reverence at the
doors of a Saint. Now the pair of new sandals have been
received by me in my own hands. (as if, at my own doorstep!)

70.
Even otherwise, they were only trivial sandals! If they were
lost, what would have been the loss? But, thereby, the
mind’s agitation would not have been resolved till they were
found’.
71.
There are two ways to attain the favour of a Saint. One is
devotion and the other is knowledge. The path of knowledge
is deep and difficult. The means of devotion are simpler.
72.
If devotion is so easy and attainable, then why do not all
follow it? For that, one needs to have the greatest good
fortune. Then, alone, can it be attained.
73.
One meets a Saint only after lakhs of meritorious lives.
Only the happiness of association with a Saint develops
devotion.
74.
All of us just know about this daily existence, where there
is attachment but we don’t know what is detachment. When
such is the state of mind, can it be called devotion?
75.
We will be granted our desires according to the strength of
our devotion. This is true for all times. There should not
be the slightest doubt about it.
76.
We who had gathered around Sai for material benefits, day
and night, received such gifts. But those who came for
spirituality got that.
77.
Be it so. Here is another story. A person called Somadev
Swami came in person to Shirdi to test Sai.
78.
In the year 1906, in Uttarkashi, this person met Bhaiji, who
was staying in a ‘dharamshala’ or traveller’s lodge.
79.
Bhaiji was the well-known brother of the famous, late Dixit.
When he was doing the Badri – Kedar pilgrimage, he met him
on the way.
80.
Leaving Badri-kedar behind, Bhaiji came down and came across
several resting places on the way, and saw groups of
travellers there.
81.
Amongst them was a person, who later on became a well-known
Swami of Haridwar, and who was destined to come under Baba’s
guidance.
82.
This story about him is instructive. It will clarify Baba’s
nature. It will give pleasure to the listener and great
happiness to all.
83.
When Bhaiji was on his way for the morning ablutions, he met
this Swamiji. While casually conversing, they came to like
each other.

84.
When Bua was in Uttarkashi, down the Gangotri valley, about
70 koss from Dehradun, that this meeting took place.
85.
Bua set out in the morning, with a ‘lota’ in his hand and
Bhaiji also set out for the same purpose and same place.
86.
At first, their glances met. Later, on the way, they made
their acquaintance and inquired about each other’s welfare
with pleasure and contentment.
87.
During the conversation, they began liking each other and
inquired about each other’s whereabouts.
88.
“You live in Haridwar while I live in Nagpur. If perchance
you come in that direction, give me the pleasure of seeing
you.
89.
If you happen to come during your travels, purify our house
and give us the pleasure, once again of seeing you and doing
some small service for you.
90.
Please remember me and bring your feet to my home. This is
my request. May the Lord grant it”.
91.
This conversation, in this manner, took place in the year
1906, near Uttarkashi.
92.
Both of them, took down each other’s addresses. When they
reached the plains they parted ways.
93.
When five years had elapsed and the time had come to be in
contact with Sai, the Swami felt a strong restlessnes to
meet Bhaiji.
94.
In the year 1911, Swamiji came to Nagpur. Hearing the
stories about Sree Sainath gave him pure joy.
95.
Bhaiji gave him a letter of introduction so that he could
reach Shirdi comfortably. Thus planning the whole trip, the
Swami left Nagpur.
96.
When he got off at Manmad, the train for Kopergaon was
ready. There he got into a tonga with happy anticipation of
the darshan.
97.
Wherever you go, the behaviour of a saint or his ways of
living differ from one another. It is never the same
everywhere.
98. The conduct of one Saint is not the same as another’s. It is
not the yardstick to evaluate their worthiness.
99.
Why should one have this anxiety when one goes for the
initial darshan of a Saint? If one goes only to watch their
conduct one is depriving one self of one’s welfare.

100. But Swamiji’s bent of mind was such that many conjectures
and foolish fancies arose. When he saw from a distance the
flags of Shirdi, his imagination ran riot.
101. All the other people with him, when they saw from a distance
the flags fluttering over the top of the Masjid, bowed to
them with love.
102. Though their hearts were anxious about the Sai darshan that
they would have later on, yet they could not bear to
disrespect his flags which they saw.
103. The darshan of the flags arouses a feeling of love. This is
an experience known to all. It is a sign of loving devotion.
There is nothing unusual about it.
104. But seeing those flags from a distance, there arose numerous
fanciful thoughts in the Swami’s wicked mind. Strange was
the nature of his mind.
105. ‘To have a liking for flags, is this an indication of
sainthood? To put flags atop the temple indicates a
deficiency in sainthood.
106. If a Saint seeks respect in this way, it is just to gain
popularity. I cannot appreciate the greatness of such a
Saint. It shows his imperfection’.
107. In short, in accordance with his opinion the Swami took a
decision about the appropriate behaviour of a saint and
determined not to have Sai’s blessings.
108. ‘It is useless having come here’, he thought. The Swami was
greatly disgusted and definitely decided then to return from
there itself, immediately.
109. ‘It is a false pride to gain cheap popularity. Why does a
Saint need honour? From seeing the flags, I can come to no
other conclusion.
110. This Saint attracts people for his darshan by flying the
flags to show his greatness. This is the very lack of
saintliness. Why should I go for darshan?
111. What peace of mind can I gain by such a darshan? This is a
show of flags of pride. I can have no satisfaction from
this’.
112. He said: “I better turn back and go home. Seeing him does
not seem to have been such a good idea. I have been truly
disconcerted”.
113. Then, his companions said to him : “Why have you come so
far? Why should these mere flags disturb you so much?

114. Now we have come near (to Shirdi). How much more agitated
would you be, when you see the chariot, the palanquin, the
horse and all the complete paraphernalia?”
115. Hearing this, the Swami was all the more aroused. ‘Not a few
such Sadhus, with tom-toms, palanquins and horses, full of
airs, have I seen!’
116. When he thought thus, Somdevji started to turn back. “The
idea of coming to Shirdi was not good. Let me take again the
road to the river bank”.
117. Then, his travelling companions began to urge him : “Now
that you have come so far, don’t turn back.
118. Let us go forward, as we have come. Do not have these
malicious or harmful thoughts. These flags that are flying
atop the Masjid have nothing to do with the Saint.
119. This Saint needs no flags, nor popularity, nor honour. It is
the villagers who like this ornamentation. It is a symbol of
their devotion.
120. Do not look at the flags. Just go and take ‘darshan’ only.
Do not stay there even for a moment. Then you can leave at
once”.
121. In the meanwhile, as they were close to Shirdi, he felt on
hearing this simple advice that he should remove this
inquietude of mind so that he did not feel restless later.
122. Be it so. When he saw Sree Samartha, Buva melted, his eyes
were filling with loving tears and his throat was choked.
123. He experienced supreme bliss, his eyes were zestfully joyous
and he felt anxious to roll in the dust of Baba’s feet.
124. Seeing that handsome and comely appearance, his eyes and his
mind were wonderstruck and he remained staring intently. He
was captured by love.
125. The evil thoughts evaporated from his mind. The mind melted
with joy of the darshan. His eyes were absorbed in the
divine form. Buva was deeply engrossed.
126. Gazing at the great Saint, Somdev was supremely delighted.
He felt at peace and desired to stay here forever.
127. Merely by the darshan all the doubts disappeared. His mind
became quiescent. The sense of duality left him and he
experienced complete unity consciousness.
128. He was tongue-tied and his eyes did not even blink. Supreme
Consciousness enveloped him. He was satisfaction
personified.

129. At first, he wanted to turn back on seeing the flags. Later
his eyes were filled with tears of excessive love. The eight
‘satvik’ emotions gushed forth. He was wrapped in Baba’s
love.
130.“Where the mind is fully absorbed that is our abode”. He
recalled these words of his own Guru. Buva was choked with
love.
131. The Buva came forward slowly and as he did so, Maharaj got
into a rage. He showered abuses but that only doubled Buva’s
love.
132. The great Baba’s behaviour was strange. He took an
extraordinary form and displayed the Avatar of Narasimha. It
was a close resemblance.
133.“Leave my false claims (humbug) to me. Leave and go back to
your home. Beware! If you ever come back again to my Masjid!
134. Why do you need to take the darshan of one who flies flags
over the Masjid? Is this a sign of sainthood? Do not stay
here even for a moment!”
135. Be it so. Later this Swami, who was a doubting Thomas, went
into the courtyard. Looking at Sai’s countenance from afar,
he could not remain quiet.
136. ‘These words are an echo of my own thoughts’. Hearing them,
as they struck his ears word to word, Buva remained rooted
in shame and realised that Maharaj was omniscient.
137. ‘How foolish am I! And how wise is Maharaj! How wrong were
my thoughts about him! How pure is his heart!’
138. Sai embraced some, and touched some with his hand. He
assured some and cast a merciful glance on some.
139. He looked at some smilingly. He consoled some who had
sorrow, and gave Udi and prasad to some. Thus, he satisfied
everyone.
140. ‘This being so, he was annoyed only with me! It seems that
is due to my earlier behaviour. It is not anger but a lesson
to me. It will be beneficial to me’.
141. Be it so. Later, that is what transpired. Swami got so
absorbed in Baba that with Sai’s grace, he was purified and
was a staunch devotee of Baba’s feet till the end.
142. May the strength of the potency of Sai devotion remove all
evil addictions and jealousy; give birth to peace, wealth
and patience; and make his devotees accomplish their goals.
143. This movable and immovable world is full of celestial
musicians, the servants of Kuber, the deities and the
demons. In the whole universe, Sai is the all-pervasive One,
filling it uninterruptedly and truly.
144. If he had not assumed a form and had always remained without
form, then we mankind would not have had his help and been
obliged at all.

145. In conclusion, if Sai had not taken form, as part of his
divine sport, and not collected the people, or had not
opposed the wicked and villainous, then how would he have
favoured the devotees?
146. Now that the chapter is coming to an end, I am reminded of
an incident. It is an example of Sai’s teachings, therefore
I think it will be beneficial to whosoever follows it.
147. The incident is very short; and, who remembers it will
achieve his welfare. Therefore, listeners, I request your
attention for a moment.
148. Once, the devotee Mhalsapati, along with Nana Saheb, were
seated in the Masjid. Listen to the wonder that took place.
149. A rich gentleman, from Vaijapur, who was keen on the darshan
of Samartha Sai, came along with his family.
150. Seeing ladies in ‘purdah’, Nana felt a constraint and
thought of getting up and leaving, to give them space,
greater freedom and satisfaction.
151. Therefore, Nana moved aside to get up, when Baba restrained
him. He said: “Those who wish to come will come up. You can
remain seated peacefully”.
152.“He has also come for darshan. But you came also. There is
no problem”, was suggested to them. They came up and bowed
to Baba.
153. One of the ladies, raised the veil while bowing. Seeing her
incredible beauty, Nana was smitten.
154. He was diffident to look at her openly, but he longed to do
so. How should he behave? He was unable to control his
infatuation.
155. He felt ashamed, in Baba’s presence. Therefore, he did not
raise his head, but the eyes strayed. Nana was in a dilemma.
156. This was Nana’s inner state (of turmoil). Baba, who was all
knowing, knew of it. How could others know of it? They were
left to unravel the meaning of the words.
157. Knowing Nana’s baffled state of mind, Baba
decided to bring him back to his normal self.
Listen to the advice he gave.
158.“Nana, why is your mind disturbed? Let the
senses behave according to their inherent
nature. Do not interfere. There is no harm in
it.
159. Brahmadev has created this beautiful world
and it is our duty to appreciate its beauty,
Nanasaheb
Chandorkar
otherwise the creation will lose its value and charm. The
mind will get steady and calm, slowly and gradually.



160. When the front door is open, why go by the backdoor? Where
there is a pure heart, there is no difficulty, whatsoever.
161. If there is no evil thought in us, why should one be afraid
of anyone? The eyes may do their work. Then, why should you
be embarrassed?”
162. Madhavrao was there and he had a naturally curious mind. To
satisfy his curiosity, he asked for the meaning of those
words.
163. When Madhavrao asked thus, Nana said: “Wait a little, for
the present. I will explain Baba’s meaning, when we are on
the way to the wada”.
164. When the conversation about the general well-being was over,
Nana bowed to Sai Samartha and started to return to his
home. Madhavrao accompanied him.
165. He immediately asked Nana, “What did Baba’s words: ‘the mind
will get steady and calm slowly and gradually’ mean? Explain
the exact meaning”.
166. Nana did not feel inclined to tell the meaning. He tried to
evade the matter. That created more suspicion in Madhav’s
mind and he was restless.
167. Then opening up his heart, Nana told him all that had
transpired there, because of Madhavrao’s insistence and thus
unfolded the enigma.
168. How very alert Baba is! No matter whose mind strays where,
he is himself witness to everything, and he knows
everything.
169. The listeners must have been amazed on hearing this short
but marvellous story. Seeing the deeper meaning one would
gain priceless steadfastness and seriousness.
170. The mind is wavering by nature, but do not let it be
unrestrained. Even if the senses are agitated do not let the
body be impatient.
171. The senses cannot be trusted. Do not crave for the sense
pleasures. Gradually, by steady practice, the frivolity will
disappear.
172. Do not become a slave to the senses. They do not remain
suppressed all the time. They should be systematically
controlled, considering the circumstances.
173. Beauty is the object of the sense of sight. Beautiful
objects should be seen fearlessly. Where is the need for
shame or embarrassment? Only, do not entertain evil
thoughts.

174. Making the mind desireless, observe God’s creation. Then
senses will be easily controlled and one would forget the
enjoyment of the senses.
175. The charioteer is the main cause to take the chariot to the
right destination. Similarly, the intellect must remain
always aware of the attraction of the senses.
176. Just as the charioteer controls the chariot, the intellect
by subjugating the senses controls the wayward body and the
exceeding fickleness of the mind.
177. Once when a person becomes free from the enjoyment of the
body, senses and the mind, he attains a place at the feet of
Vishnu. Such is the power of the intellect.
178. The eyes and all the other senses should be thought of as
horses, and beauty, enjoyment etcetra, whatever be the
pleasures, should be considered as roads, leading to hell.
179. Even a trace of desire of sensory enjoyment destroys the
spiritual bliss. Therefore, abandon it completely and only
then you will attain liberation.
180. Even if outwardly the senses are controlled, but inwardly
there is attachment, the cycle of birth and death does not
come to an end. The sense objects are great and deadly
destroyers.
181. With the help of a discriminating charioteer, who keeps the
reins in hand with discernment, then the horses (of the
senses) will not go astray, not even in dreams.
182. If one is fortunate to have such a charioteer, who is astute
and who satisfies one’s needs, who is determined, skilful,
careful and clever, how can the abode of the Lord be far
away!
183. That abode is of Parabrahma, and whose other name is
Vasudev —they are the highest states of being – the Abode of
the Absolute and the Supreme.
184. So be it. This chapter is now completed. The next one is
even more interesting, and will entertain the inner spirit
of the virtuous devotees. Listen to it methodically.
185. Be it so. In the end, Hemad offers himself at the feet of
the Sadguru, who is the mover of the universe, and the
inspirer of the intellect, with deep gratitude.
May there be well-being. This is the end of the forty-ninth
chapter of Sree Sai Samartha Satcharita, written by the devotee
Hemadpant; impelled by Saints and virtuous people, called
“Testing the Saint and the Control of the Mind”.



This is offered to Sree Sadguru SainathSree Sadguru Sainath.
May there be auspiciousness!


Notes :


1.
Speech in the first of its four stages – the first stirrings of the
breath.
2.
The second stage of speech, from the first stirrings to articulate
utterance.
3.
The third stage of speech, from the first stirrings to articulate
utterance in the trachea or larynx.
4.
Actual words, or the fourth stage of speech.
5.
It is said that the chameleon goes no further than the compound
wall.
This movable and immovable world is full of celestial musicians, the servants of Kuber,
the deities and the demons. In the whole universe Sai is the all-pervasive One, filling it
uninterruptedly and truly. (Ch. 49, ovi 143)



Chapter 48

48.


Granting of Favour to Doubting Devotee


I bow down to Sree Ganesh
I bow down to Sree Saraswati
I bow down to the Guru
I bow down to the Family Deity
I bow down to Sree Sita-Ramachandra
I bow down to Sree Sadguru Sainath.

1.
Now, as I begin this chapter, one very curious listener who
also heard me with great reverence, asked whether Sree Sai
was a Guru or a Sadguru.
2.
For his satisfaction I shall narrate briefly the
characteristics of a Sadguru, which can match those to be
found in Sree Sai Samartha.
3.
Those, from whom instructions in Vedas is acquired, as also
the knowledge of the six ‘Shastras’, or those erudite ones
who have explained the Vedant are not considered as
Sadgurus, by the learned ones.
4.
Those, who control the breath, or have ‘Taptamudra’1, or
entertain listeners with their eloquence on Brahman, are not
considered as Sadgurus by the learned ones.
5.
Such teachers give “mantras” to their disciples conforming
to the Shastras and also instruct them to do name chanting.
But no one can confidently say when these sadhanas would
bear fruit.
6.
Their description of the Principles of Brahman is very
interesting; the worldly knowledge is specious; but there is
a total lack of self-experience. But that knowledge is
hollow and only full of words.
7.
When one clearly hears such explanations, one would loathe
both, worldly and spiritual experiences. But the taste of
self-experience is explicit and only a self-realised person
can give it to others.
8.
He who has full knowledge of the Shastras, is fully
experienced, and can give practical knowledge, alone is
qualified to instruct the disciple. Such a person is called
a Sadguru.
9.
How can he, who is himself devoid of self-realisation, give
it to the disciple? He does not deserve to be called a
Sadguru who has no practical knowledge whatsoever.

10.
Know that he is the Sadguru who does not, even in his dream,
expect any service or profit from his disciple. On the
contrary, he wishes to serve the disciple.
11.
Only such a Sadguru is beneficial who does not consider that
a disciple is insignificant and the Guru is the best among
all. He should be egoless.
12.
He believes that the disciple is ‘Purna Brahma’ and treats
him as his own son. He does not expect anything from him for
his maintenance. Such a Sadguru is the best in the world.
13.
He, who is the abode of supreme peace, has no pride of
learning, does not distinguish between the young and the old
and the rich and the poor, is the embodiment of the Sadguru.
14.
Such are, generally, the characteristics of a Sadguru, which
I have compiled and narrated briefly for the listeners who
have completely surrendered.
15.
What more can I say to those fortunate ones who have been
fulfilled by Sai darshan? These are the true characteristics
of a Sadguru.
16.
Because of the store of accumulation of merits of many past
lives that I attained the feet of this Sadguru Sai.
17.
Even in the full bloom of youth, he had nothing of his own —
no family, no wealth, no support, no home. He hoarded only
tobacco and chillum and had strong determination.
18.
Even at the age of eighteen, he had complete control of his
mind. He lived in solitude always and fearlessly, always
abiding in the Self.
19.
Seeing the pure attachment of his devotees, his creed was
that he was at their service. To explicitly demonstrate his
love for his group of devotees, he lived with them, with
fond affection.
20.
Hail, Eternal Parabrahma! Hail, Helper of the Destitute and
Blissful Countenance! Hail, Supreme Consciousness and One at
the Service of the Devotees!
21.
Hail, hail to one who is beyond duality! Hail, hail to one
who is beyond attributes and with attributes! One who
witnesses everything and is transcendental, One beyond the
understanding of all who are not the devotees.
22.
Hail, hail to the remover of the distress of worldly
existence! Hail, hail to the destroyer of difficulties of
those who seek refuge and have come full of love,
Sadgururaya!
23.
You have become invisible merging with the formless, but you
act for the welfare of your devotees even after leaving the
body.

24.
Those who are devoted to you still have the same experiences
as they did when you were in body, though you are now
invisible.
25.
By making this insignificant one the instrument of
dispelling the darkness of ignorance, you have manifested
the Sun of your Biography, which has the power to uplift the
devotees.
26.
To have belief in the existence of God and faith in Him —
these are the heart-lamps that a devotee must have. Light
the wicks, soaked in the oil of love, and the light of
knowledge will appear.
27.
Knowledge without love is formal. What use can it be to
anyone? Without love there is no satisfaction. Love should
be unbounded.
28.
How can I describe the power of love? Everything is
insignificant before it. If there is no deep love, listening
or reading is fruitless.
29.
In the wake of love, follow devotion, dispassion, peace and
contentment together with liberation and all its treasures.
30.
Love is not born without faith. Where there is faith there
is God. With faith there is abundance of love and it is only
faith which is the means of liberation.
31.
The Sai Charita is as pure as the waters of the Ganga. He
himself has adorned his ‘stotra’. Hemad is only the
instrument.
32.
Listening to the Sai Charita purifies the listeners and the
narrator always. The merits and the sins are obliterated and
both attain salvation.
33.
The listeners who hear it are most fortunate; and so is the
narrator. Blessed is the Sree Sai stotra and it is very
purifying for his devotees.
34.
He who listens to the Charita with great faith and pure
mind, will find all his desires fulfilled always.
35.
Whoever listens to this Satcharita with supreme faith and
reverence will attain devotion at Sai’s feet, immediately.
36.
Remembering Sai and serving at his feet with devotion brings
the senses under control, at one’s will, and the ocean of
existence is crossed easily.
37.
The narration of this Sai Charita is like the pure water for
the devotees, who are like the Chatak birds. Listeners
should meditate on it after hearing, so that Sree’s Grace is
upon them.

38.
If the listeners hear it with complete and concentrated
attention, the crossing of the ocean of existence becomes
easy, after the bondages of ‘karma’ are broken.
39.
Be it so. The listeners must be wondering when the story
will begin. I’ll drive out their restlessness by giving an
introduction.
40.
In the previous chapter it was stated that enmity, murder
and debt have to be repaid in the next life, for which one
is born to bear the fruits of one’s karma.
41.
Those who have committed these sins do not remember them but
the saints do not ever forget. They help their devotees to
overcome their problems, wherever they are born.
42.
Here is another story of how faith placed at the feet of a
Saint, in whatever one does, brings benefits to his devotee.
43.
Before commencing any work, if the Guru, who is God, is
remembered and due attention is paid to the work, then he
will ward off his devotee’s worries.
44.
I will only be the doer of the action. Samartha Guru, who is
God, will give the fruits thereof. One who firmly believes
thus will cross the ocean of existence.
45.
At the outset, the Saints appear harsh. But, inwardly, they
have unselfish love. One should have a little patience. They
will ultimately act for one’s welfare.
46. When one is under the mantle of an association with a Saint,
then any ill that is wished upon one, or any misfortunes
that crop up due to one’s destiny, or the illusions of this
world are immediately annihilated. Therefore, humble
yourself at the feet of a Saint.
47.
Surrender to a Saint in all humility and without being
puffed up with pride. Pray to him for your own, secret
welfare and he will grant peace of mind.
48.
Those who are proud of their meagre knowledge and doubt the
words of Saints suffer losses; but later on, with faith,
achieve well-being.
49.
Surrendering at a Saint’s feet, in good faith or
deceptively, ultimately results in liberation. The greatness
of Saints is incredible!
50.
Now listen with full attention to a story which illustrates
this moral. The listener will be overcome with delight and
the narrator will be enthused.
51.
Listen to the experience of advocate Sapatnekar, resident of
Akkalkot. You will be pleased.
52.
When he was studying for law, day and night, he met another
student Shevade and they had mutual discussions.

53.
Other class fellows also came there and got together in one
room. To judge the extent of their preparedness, they began
asking questions to one another.
54.
This was done to ascertain the errors if any, of one
another, or the correctness of the answers, or to remove the
doubts so that they would have peace of mind.
55.
Shevade made a lot of errors in answering the questions. So,
in the end, all the students wondered how he could pass the
exam when his studies were inadequate.
56.
Though they ridiculed him, Shevade had full confidence that
he would pass at the right time, irrespective of whether he
had adequately or inadequately studied.
57.
“Even if I have not studied, my Sai Baba is there to ensure
that I get through. Why should I worry?”
58.
Hearing these words, Sapatnekar was surprised. Taking
Shevade aside, he began questioning him:
59.
“Oh! Who is this Sai Baba, whom you extol so much and in
whom you have complete faith? Where does he reside?”
60.
Then in answer, Shevade told him everything about Sai and
his own faith in him, very frankly and clearly.
61.
“In the well-known Ahmednagar district, there is a village
called Shirdi. A fakir resides in a Masjid, who is famous
and virtuous.
62.
There are saints in various places; but to have the good
fortune to meet them is not possible unless one has
considerable merit. Effort on one’s own part does not yield
results.
63.
I have full faith in him. Whatever he says will happen and
whatever he utters will come true. There will never be any
difference.
64.
No matter what efforts I make this year I will not pass the
exam. But next year even without any effort, I will pass.
This is the truth and nothing but the truth.
65.
I have his assurance. I have full faith in him, because his
words will never be belied. I am sure of that.
66.
What’s surprising about it? It will happen and I will pass
in the next exam”. Sapatnekar found these words ridiculous
and hollow.
67.
Since he was full of doubts, how could he appreciate those
words? Anyway, Shevade left from there. Listen to what
happened later.
68.
Then, after some time, Shevade’s words proved true. He
passed both the exams and Sapatnekar was surprised.

69.
Ten years passed. Sapatnekar got caught suddenly in
misfortune and he became dejected. He was miserable.
70.
In 1913, his only son died of diphtheria and he lost all
interest in life.
71.
He went to all the Tirthas, including Pandharpur and
Gangapur, but he was not at peace inwardly. Then he read the
Vedanta.
72.
Some time passed in this manner. He waited for peace to come
to him. While thus waiting, he recalled the incident of
Shevade.
73.
He recollected Shevade’s determination and faith in Sai. He
felt he should also go for Sree’s darshan.
74.
He thought of having the Saint’s darshan. In 1913, a visit
to Shirdi was organised and he left with his brother.
75.
Sai was summoning him to make obeisance at his feet, by
making his recollection of Shevade the cause or instrument.
Hear this carefully.
76.
Sapatnekar left for Shirdi with his family, and his younger
brother Pandit Rao, for the Saint’s darshan.
77.
Thus, they both came there and started for Sree’s darshan
immediately on arrival. They had Baba’s darshan from afar
and felt very satisfied.
78.
Though it was from afar, their eyes met and they quickly
went near. Both of them folded their hands and stood waiting
in front of Baba.
79.
Both of them very humbly prostrated before Baba and offered
a coconut at Sai’s feet with pure faith and love.
80.
When Sapatnekar offered the coconut at Samartha’s feet, Baba
said: “Get away!” with contempt to Sapatnekar.
81.
Sapatnekar was full of worries. Why had Baba got annoyed? He
thought he would find some one close to Baba and ask them.
82.
Just as much as the darshan pleased him, these words had the
contrary effect and depressed him. Hanging down his head
with worry, he moved back and sat aside.
83.
‘Now to whom should I go? Which devotee should I consult?
What is the meaning of Baba’s words? To whom shall I open my
heart?’, he wondered.
84.
Seeing this state of his mind, somebody suggested the name
of Bala Shimpi, for his satisfaction. His whereabouts were
found out.
85.
Sapatnekar told him the whole story and said: “Baba has
despised me and used very harsh words.

86.
You, at least, come with me and ensure that there is a
peaceful darshan. I only want Baba’s merciful glance and do
not wish him to be angry with me”.
87.
Thus, Bala agreed to it; and Sapatnekar felt relieved. Bala
made him purchase a photo of Baba and then they left for
Baba’s darshan.
88.
Bala Shimpi was with him, with the photo in his hand. Giving
it, then, to Baba, he began entreating Baba.
89.
“Oh Lord! Whose picture is this?” Looking at it, Baba
replied pointing a finger at Sapatnekar: “This photo is of
his lover”.
90.
Saying this, Baba laughed; and the whole gathering also was
amused. “Baba, what is the secret behind this?”, Bala asked
Baba.
91.
At that moment, Bala told Sapatnekar, “Take darshan. Act
quickly”. Then, when he made obeisance, he heard the words
“Get away!”
92.
‘The same earlier words “Get away” are still hounding me!
Now what should be done?’ Sapatnekar was surprised and
bewildered.
93.
Then, as both of them were still standing with folded hands
in front of Baba, Baba gave his ultimate order: “Go away
from here, immediately”.
94.
“Sai Samartha, no one can ever disobey you! So what can be
said of insignificant ones like us! I am leaving this very
moment.
95.
Having heard your great generosity, I had come for the
darshan. But I was welcomed with the words ‘Get away’,
spoken with contempt. What is this marvel, I do not
understand!
96.
I had hoped for a merciful glance and your words of
blessing. I hope that I will have your darshan again, very
soon!” He asked for this assurance.
97.
Who is so knowledgeable to know what Baba has in mind? But
obeying his instructions, they returned to their home.
98.
Such was their first darshan! They were both, therefore,
very dejected. They returned to their home, without any
further delay.
99.
One more year passed, yet his mind was not at peace. He went
again to Gangapur, but his state of mind worsened.
100. Later, Sapatnekar went to Madhegaon for rest. Finally, he
decided to go to Kashi.
101. When there were only two days left for their departure to
Kashi, his wife had a vision and their journey to Kashi did
not materialise.
102. I will narrate the marvel of this vision and its wonderful
effect. Listen to it, right away. This is the sport of Sai’s
actions.
103. When she was asleep in her bed, she had this dream. She was
carrying a water pot and was walking towards Lakkadshah’s
well.

104.“There “There was a fakir there, under a neem tree, with a cloth
tied round his head, who came near me”, she said.
105.“Why do you unnecessarily take this trouble child?” The
fakir said in a sweet and tender voice. “I will fill up your
whole pot with pure water”.
106. She was frightened of the fakir. She took the way back home
carrying the empty pot. The fakir followed her.
107. Seeing such a dream, she woke up and opened her eyes.
Hearing his wife’s dream, it was decided to go to Shirdi.
108. They left immediately and reached Shirdi, the next day. As
soon as they arrived they went to the Masjid. Baba was at
the Lendi at that time.
109. They sat there till Baba returned, waiting for his arrival.
Then, shortly thereafter, Baba returned.
110. The woman saw the same figure that she had dreamt of, to the
last detail; and she was greatly surprised. Then, she kept
staring.
111. After Baba’s feet were washed, this woman went forward to
take darshan. After prostrating at Sai’s feet, she sat down
gazing at him.
112. Noticing her humility, Sainath was pleased. Slowly Baba
started telling a story which would remove her anguish.
113. Then, as was his custom, Baba began talking about his own
ailment, in detail, to a third person who was there, in a
loving voice.
114. In reality, it was the woman’s own story, as she would
narrate it. It was told in her presence and she listened to
it with great care.
115.“My hands, stomach and waist have been hurting severely
since a long time. I am fed up of taking medicines as
nothing gives me relief.
116. I am tired of taking medicines because they have no effect.
But right now I am surprised to find that all the pains have
disappeared, suddenly”.
117. Such a story was narrated to a third person without
mentioning the woman’s name or indicating her. This was her
story truly and it related to her only.
118. Later, after a month or two, as Baba had described, she was
relieved of her pains. That was when realisation came to
her.
119. The woman’s desires were fulfilled. Then Sapatnekar took
darshan and Baba again greeted him with the earlier words
“Get away!”

120. ‘I do not know how I have erred! Baba has unfailing contempt
for me. Whenever I bow to him, he has only one answer, which
is customary to him.
121. It must be some accumulation of sins of my earlier lives
which makes him angry with me. Right before my eyes, he
behaves towards others with great love.
122. The whole assembly of devotees seem to experience, mornings
and evenings, a joy as if it were perpetually Divali. It is
only my luck to be told “Get away!”
123. Some action of mine has aggravated him and caused me to be
unrighteous. I am amazed. My sins must be multiple whereby
he is displeased with me.
124. In the beginning, I was vile towards Baba and full of
doubts. I feel that this is the reason why Baba is using
this method to put me in my place’.
125. Therefore, he decided that till Baba favoured him he would
stay there with a concentrated and peaceful mind.
126. Who has gone away disappointed without finding relief, even
if he is suffering from the three-fold calamities, if he is
yearning for Sai’s darshan?
127. That day, he was very depressed and lost his appetite. He
did not feel like going anywhere and could not even sleep.
128. He decided to find an opportunity when Baba would be alone
on his seat with no one near him. He would then hold on to
his feet.
129. No sooner than Sapatnekar took this decision that his
determination bore fruit. Becoming emotional, he fell at
Baba’s feet and held them.
130. When he placed his head on the feet, Baba rested his hand on
his head. Then Sapatnekar began pressing his feet, when a
shepherd woman (Dhangar) came there.
131. As soon as the woman came there, she began pressing Baba’s
waist; and Baba according to his usual practice started
talking to her.
132. The marvel of that story was that when Sapatnekar listened
to it carefully, he found it to be the story of his own
life, word to word.
133. Although it was the shepherd woman who gave the appropriate
responses to the story, Sapatnekar sat spell bound listening
to his own story and was amazed.
134. It was told as if it was the story of a grocer but in
reality it was his, including that of his dead son and about
death.

135. It was as if a close acquaintance or a relative was
narrating the whole story, from the time of birth to death,
in all details.
136. Though the story was being told to the woman, she had no
connection with it at all. It was the story of the father
and the son, and only concerned the two in all respects.
137. Be that as it may be. When Sapatnekar heard his own story
from Sai’s mouth, in this manner, he was greatly surprised
and his reverence for Sai’s feet grew strong.
138. He was very amazed! How did Baba know all this? But Baba
knew all this as easily as if he were holding an ‘amalak’
fruit on his palm.
139. When he was himself the Supreme Being, then the world was
his family. He is all-pervasive in this world. This is Sai’s
attribute.
140. When Sai is the Avatar that bears witness to the unity of
all beings, how can he differentiate? He himself is the
whole universe.
141. With One who is one with God, how can there be a question of
duality? The one who sees, the act of seeing and the object
that is seen are not different for such a person, just as
the sky is not affected by any colour or dirt.
142. Baba was very omniscient. This was realised by Sapatnekar.
Good and virtuous people, hear now what Baba said to him.
143. Pointing his finger at him, Baba spoke these words in a tone
of surprise: “He says that I have killed his son. He blames
me for it.
144. Do I kill people’s children? Why does he come and weep in
the Masjid? Very well, I will do this now. I will bring back
his son through his wife’s womb.
145. Just as the dead Ramdas was given back to that woman, I will
bring back his own son in his wife’s womb”.
146. Hearing this, Sapatnekar gazed at Baba and awaited. Baba
placed his hand on his head and assured him.
147. He said: “These feet are ancient. Your worries are over now.
Have full faith in me. You will be fulfilled soon”.
148. Sapatnekar was pressing Baba’s feet when he heard these
sweet words. He was choked with emotion and his eyes filled
with tears. He prostrated at Baba’s feet.
149. He was filled with the eight ‘satvik’ emotions. His eyes had
tears of joy with which he washed Baba’s feet with love.

150.AgainAgain Baba placed his hand on his head and said: “Stay
peacefully and without worry”. Then Sapatnekar left for the
place where he was staying and returned very happily.
151. He prepared the ‘naivedya’ and handed it over to his wife.
Then ‘puja’ and ‘arati’ was done. The platter was offered to
Baba.
152. Water was sprinkled over it. All the rituals were done, like
touching the water to the eyes, saying the mantra, offering
the food to all the elements, etc. And then it was offered
to Baba.
153. Then following the usual custom, Baba touched it with his
hand in token of acceptance of the ‘naivedya’.
154. Then as the other devotees present prostrated at Baba’s
feet, Sapatnekar pushed his way into the crowd, and again
did a quick ‘namaskar’.
155. Thus, in that hurry, heads knocked against one another. Then
Baba spoke to Sapatnekar, serenely.
156.“Oh! Why so often do you do namaskar after namaskar? It is
enough to do it once, with reverence and honour”.
157. Be that as it may. That night, there was a chavadi
procession and Sapatnekar liked it immensely. He lovingly
started in front of the ‘palkhi’ and delightedly carried the
staff.
158. The listeners are already familiar with this chavadi
procession. Therefore, to avoid making the book too long, I
am not going to repeat it.
159. Later that night, Sapatnekar felt that instead of Baba he
was visualising Pandurang. This was Baba’s unfathomable
leela!
160. Then when he asked for permission to leave (on the next
day), he was told to eat and then go. He obeyed the
instruction implicitly. Then, when leaving he went for
darshan.
161. Then suddenly a thought struck him: ‘If Baba now asks for
dakshina how will I be able to give it?’
162. The money that he had was spent and only enough was left for
the return fare. Therefore, he mentally prepared an answer
if Baba said: “Give me dakshina”.
163. He decided to give one rupee into Baba’s hand even before it
was asked; then if he asked, one more could be offered. If
asked again, he would say he had no more.

164. He decided to frankly tell Baba that he had kept enough only
for the train fare; and then he went to meet Baba.
165. According to his firm resolution, made earlier, he put one
rupee into Baba’s hand and he was asked for only one more.
When it was given, Baba clearly told him:
166.“Take this one coconut. Place it in your wife’s sari end.
Then you go happily, leaving aside all worries of life”.
167. Then, after a year had passed, a son was born to them. They
both came again for darshan, when the boy was eight months
old.
168. They laid the boy at Baba’s feet. How, wonderful are the
deeds of saints! Then, both of them folded their hands and
entreated Baba. Listen to it.
169.“O Sainath, how can we now redeem this obligation? We are at
a loss to understand. We only place our heads at your feet.
170. We are lowly, poor and insignificant. Have mercy on us,
orphans. From now onwards, let us have refuge at your feet.
171. Many thoughts and ideas trouble us in our waking hours and
in our dreams, day and night. So fix our minds on your
worship”.
172. So be it. With that boy, Murlidhar, and with two others
Bhaskar and Dinkar, Sapatnekar was fulfilled in their
company, later on2.
173. Then, along with his wife, he prostrated before merciful
Sai. They attained mental peace and stability and returned
after being fulfilled.
174. I had intended to tell this story briefly, when I commenced
the narration. But Sainath is making me speak on, hence this
chapter has lengthened.
175. This Hemad surrenders to him. Now let me give an indication
of the story in the next chapter to the listeners.
176. That story is even more interesting than this. Sai fulfilled
the wish of a devotee, who had a liking for miracles,
silently.
177. When Sai’s attributes are praised, there are people who are
prone to find fault as they see them only. They have no
motive for self gain nor are they attached to spiritual
gain. Their only aim is to find fault.
178.“Sai Baba may be a saint. Yet unless he gives me some
experience and unless I have some proof, I cannot believe in
and accept him.” This is what they say.

179. In the next chapter is the story of one who had gone only to
test him but even his wishes were fulfilled. Virtuous
listeners should hear it.
May there be well-being. This is the end of the forty-eighth
chapter of Sree Sai Samartha Satcharita, written by the devotee
Hemadpant; impelled by Saints and virtuous people, called
“Granting of Favour to Doubting Devotee”.


This is offered to Sree Sadguru Sainath.
May there be auspiciousness!


Notes :


1.
Impressions made with a red hot stamping instrument, which maybe
of copper, on their flesh, as done by the followers of Vishnu.
2. Lt. Col. M.B. Nimbalkar (Retd.) mentions that Sapatnekar and
his wife Parvatibai had eight sons and one daughter. Baba is said to
have done several ‘tilaks’ of udi on Parvatibai’s forehead and said that
she could take as many children as she wanted.

Mahadeo V.Sapatnekar
Parvatibai M.Sapatnekar
Take this one coconut. Place it in your wife’s sari end. Then you go
happily, leaving aside all worries of life”. (Ch. 48, ovi 166)


Then, after a year had passed, a son was born to them. They both came
again for darshan, when the boy was eight months old. (Ch. 48, ovi 167)